Koding oh Koding...

Groarrrrrrrrrr....

Andai aja gw bs marah2 ma koding, ato bhkn membantingnya...haha pasti bakal gw lakuin deh... Astaga, hal yg atu ini nih bs bikin gw ga nafsu makan bhkn jd galau.... yg namanya cinta kalah dehhh,wkwkwk... =.=

Suram rasanya... entah ya, ni apa krn faktor kemalasan yg menghinggapi gw sjak gw ngerasain libur Natal n Taun Baru ato krn kodingnya yg ogah gw sentuh...hbs udh 2mggu lbh (almost 3 weeks! wekkkks) gw ngutek2 1 page ini, tp belum jd2 jg..apa sih kendalanya? astaga, gw sndr heran deh.. Awal2 gw d ribetin dg urusan data header n detail, lalu ribet dg insert2 nya koq ga bs2(sgt menyita wkt!grrr)... stlh bs, gw ribet dg pop up nya....

Gw pkr pop up nya bakal cpet gw garap, krn cm nampilin data doang, tp oh ya ampuuuuunnn, ga kalah heboh deh dg trouble sblmnya... gw mpe galau, smpt kepkr mls makan siang hr ini, muka udh suram nan kucel,ahahaha.. d tmbh lg dg tb2 muncul mslh lainnya...@.@

Gw teringet akan seseorg n mencoba curhat...n kata2 nya sgt meneduhkan gw...d bantu oleh senior, tp y emg batal beres, akhirnya mood gw pulih, n berhsl garap pop up nya, tp knp br berhsl d saat pulang krj yah, np ga dr pg aja, hadehhhh.... Parahnya, erornya tu krn kebodohan gw jg, wkwkwk dudud bgt deh rasanya slama berjam2 bngng kyk org bego, tnyt pemicunya sepele...

Yah, gw bljr byk sih... GA JATUH ya GA BELAJAR... GA EROR ya GA BELAJAR, smuanya proses yg hrs gw jalanin, gw hrs tegar, keep spirit, keep learn from my faults...toh stlh gw bs ngatasin tu eror, gw jd ngerti, "oh jd gni toh..." n jd pengalaman gw dlm berkoding tuk page2 lainnya...

Makasih ya buat someone...^^ km motivator setiaq hahahaha... emg yah, namanya cinta tu bs bikin org termotivasi, ngerasa aman n nyaman cm dg kata2nya, ajaib hehehee

In The Dark

In The Dark..
I'm writing my blog
In The Dark..
I'm thinking of you
In The Dark..
I feel so stupid
In The Dark..
I can't feel any hope
In The Dark..
I try to seek the light one

Who am I today? It's different part of me,
being stupidest today, can't think clearly,
being emotion to catch you...
catch someone who's nowhere and far away,
catch someone who doesn't care..
who doesn't hv the same feeling...
who am I? being so selfish, just think my self,
deeply fall to the darkness of frustation...
Come on, wake up! face the truth of ur life
It's not ur true destiny,
U must try hard to catch another one...
If u failed, just try harder and harder..
Make him as ur inspiration, it's good
Don't bother him so much,
just admire him secretly, it's enough...

Walk by ur own feet,
Catch by ur own hands,
Dream by ur own faith...

Smiling Night

Knapa judulnya smiling night? soalnya mlm ni gw cengar cengir sndr ga jls,hahaha... berbekal chat YM, dngrin crita seseorg, jd deh tawa gw meledak hahaha

Perbedaan itu indah...jika kita mampu melihatnya sbg sesuatu yg unik n mampu menerimanya... Cinta itu sulit, d saat kita terlalu terpaku pada keegoisan, harga diri, amarah, rasa benci dan skt hti dlm diri kita... Andai aja kita mampu membuka hati kembali, melupakan & memaafkan, mencoba menerima perbedaan, maka cinta akan terasa indah... Jangan pernah mencoba MEMAKSA dalam cinta, jangan pernah juga kita berkata n berpkr bahwa simbol cinta tu KISS, krn tu SALAH BESAR! Kiss hny bagian dr nafsu, n simbol cinta yg tulus adalah ketulusan hati kita utk peduli, memberi perhatian, n menerima seseorg yg kita sayangi n cintai....

Good night bloggers! Keep ur true love inside ur heart, dont ever let them go only by ur selfish...