Farewell Wish

I've been thinking a lot

But nothing I got

I've tried different

But it's useless

When I got back my spirit

Tomorrow comes to erase it

Lazy, bored, tired come so quick to me

Destroy me..

I feel like i'm gonna be nothing

Every day goes so fast

I can't reach it

I can't handle it anymore

Every night I feel afraid of the new day

I don't want to see new day

I really hope time can stop rotating

I can't take it easy anymore

I don't wanna try a new again

I want to dump all the stories

Useless, hopeless, and lonely....

It's me now...

When i can say good bye...? When i can celebrate it and make the biggest farewell party in my life?