Its been so longgg time not to see u here... How are u? Im sorry to ignore u alone here... Now, im gonna tell u, its not about my classic love story, but about my job... Well, i hv left my job now, im unemployed, no need to worry about stress anymore, no need to get up early... But at the same time, i dont get any income hahaha, also the truth is im getting bored easily to hv nothing next to me! I miss my friends, i miss my partner also...i really thank him for covering and helping me all this time! He is my best partner...
I dont regret about my decision to leave... I feel uncomfort recently with the environment, the job, also the leader.. I feel like this job make me stressed and depressed much, feel like i cant handle it, i dunno why i liked this kind of job before. Typing some codes, running it, and fixing the errors....#sigh~ sometimes i got excited, but when i found errors, my mood got the worst ever! I envy with other employee at my office, they can hv relax while working.. They can go home ontime, office also seems like a cemetery...hahaha...
Well, just now i remembered the past 2 years, when i got info from dbee about this company, at first i applied for product specialist... But finally, they offered me as programmer, position that truly i want... I still remembered first day i joined in... Make new friends.. Then after 2weeks i went to my client office, and must stayed there for the project... It felt like no home for me, need to move from one client to another, need to move from first boarding house to another (because Jakarta is trafficjam city, i dont hv any vehicle of mine)....
The team changed several times, when my leader also resigned, i think it was the worst thing! And even worst while he came, i dont know what to tell about him, I dont wanna share here.... My closest partner also resigned.. It made me uncomfort...but my first and priority reason of resign wasnt him, but i really really cant handle this job anymore... I hope i can get more relax job...unfortunately, i dont know what to do now, feel like i dont hv any direction where to go...seems bad...
Time still goes by itself, lets see what will i do next...
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