Gomenasai

What I thought wasn’t mine
In the light
Wasn’t one of a kind
A precious pearl

when I wanted to cry
I couldn't cause I
Wasn’t allowed

gomenasai
For everything
gomenasai
I know I let you down
gomenasai till the end
I never needed a friend
Like I do now

What I thought I was a note
So innocent
Was a delicate doll
Of Porcelain

When I wanted to call you
And ask you for help
I stopped myself

gomenasai
For everything
gomenasai
I know I let you down
gomenasai till the end
I never needed a friend
like I do now

What I thought was a dream
A mirage
Was as real as it seemed
A privilege

When I wanted to tell you
I made a mistake
I walked away

gomenasai
For everything
Gomenasai
gomenasai
I never needed a friend
Like I do now
gomenasai
I let you down
gomenasai
gomenasai
gomenasai till the end
I never needed a friend
Like I do now
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I made u know this...

But also i cancelled it..

I'm sorry, i'm too afraid

Afraid if u know, afraid if u read...

I dont want to ruin our friend's relationship

I'm too coward, I can't imagine if u knew it..

I cried last night, 

My heart was crying, don't want to delete that post...

But I think it's better to delete...

I buried it deeper....